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I feel a little closer to Jordi now. 

Final Topic: the small

The small is something that is almost impossible to define. Concepts addressed in class are difficult to comprehend and make the idea of the small even more complicated and incomprehensible than it already is. Everything is real. Everything that is thought is a manifestation, therefore making it exist, therefore making is as real as the things we can see and feel. But of course we are not sure that sight and feeling are real themselves. This drives me absolutely crazy. How can facts be disregarded as unimportant or false? I like the idea of denying reality, but in order to deny something, you have to leave it in tact. The way that we have learned to think and the angle we’ve learned to see things from completely thrashes reality and fact into a million pieces, then where the real issue spurs from the reassembly. Like a cut-up poem which makes no sense and ruins knowledge completely. It is from this universe that the interpretation of the small becomes self. Who we are is made up of everything. But that everything is actually small. The Invention of Morel challenges reality. And the main character is obviously pretty huge in importance, but what he is made of is what we really see. The recording device is the small. The thing that is essential to his importance, but not to his self. The things that make the large possible is the small. Science fiction is a large. Science is small, but essential. “Science to build the fiction.” Tony Prichard said this in class on Monday and it is the perfect example of the small almost, but not quite being the big.  Ribofunk asks the question “how much of us is human?” Percentages can be assigned, but even those percentages are irrelevant relative to the small, which is our genes. Our identity. In all three examples, the small is something different. In Morel, small refers to on small part of a much larger plot and complex character. The recording device is just the most tangible small, but so many more things are essential like the island, the projectors, the reactions. This is the most like real life and humans, with an infinite amount of different components making a whole and it’s so complex that even changing one thing is overwhelming because so much is affected and so many variables are involved. This is much like the way that I define the “self” that we’ve been discussing. Incomprehensibly complex and immune to tampering for even if we did, we wouldn’t know the effect. With no controlled variable, anything could be the cause and it is just a hopeless mind-fuck. Science fiction has two parts. Simpler than the prior example/identity of the small, science is the essence. As a completely dependent structure, without science it would simply be fiction. Science alone is a small because it is seen as highly influential, but in order to influence and not be the change/the effect, it has to be nano. It is beautiful because it becomes even smaller when thrown into science fiction. Though it remains small, Science is nothing similar to what it is when part of science fiction. In two ways, it demonstrates nano to the t.  The Ribofunk definition of small is all the same. Genes. It is who we are, an the distribution changes, it is all made of up the same tiny things. It’s interesting that the way that they are organized is what matters. Percentages simply split the nano into different groups, but genes are so small that they are not affected by this grouping.  Much like atoms. Everything is made of the same thing, yet different products are possible. All three of these definitions of the small are used to create identity. Who we are is nothing tangible. What everything is, actually, we will never see. The big is the only thing we can actually view. We do not see our genes; we see their effect (the big). We see the branches moving but not the wind. The Science Fiction but not the Science. Everything, if the nano is ignored, just is. Like magic. This is life and the reality is that without looking closer, we will never truly understand what is happening. The nano is behind everything in the universe and it creates, invisibly, what we refer to as life. A little like God, is it not? 

Final: Plurk

Watching Tony Prichard plurk in class is why I chose this prompt. To see a man become an other. Something that he created and continues to create and manipulate. Something that he loves and thrives off of. And the way that it’s done is through misspellings and impulse and extreme contemplation. But what is most interesting to me is that despite the fact that we have a huge barrier up (we are bodiless, free of tones, lacking inflection, strictly words! Able to become ANYTHING!) we still show our soft sides. Express our true feelings on subjects. Perhaps this is because plurk is so real that if we lied, we feel that we’d lose ourselves. This is the most surprising thing to me about nanotext. That despite his experience, he still reveals his true self. I was shocked to read that he liked our class and would miss us. For some reason I do not associate a faceless force with sensitive emotions. Is this part of the plan to make him more complex? He is fairly absolute about so many things and seems to be an outrageously well-educated informer, yet is able to be pushed around by our drunk professor. How does this make sense? And when does nanotext become Tony? Perhaps there is a breach where the two cannot be differentiated. It is not when we see nanotext typing. It is not when he talks about Tony. And to say that it’s when he really means it is inaccurate because I’m fairly certain that he believes everything posted. Maybe it’s not important to differentiate the two because both are an extension of the other. A Doppelganger of sorts. 

Last Tuesday Dominic said something along the lines of “Plurk is sort of like people’s mental diarrhea.” This may be true, but it is useful shit. Ideas that are unedited offer a view into someone’s life when they are off guard. I assume that people read my plurks, but not very thoroughly and don’t pay enough attention to notice trends or draw conclusions. This however is a very false security. Someone’s plurks/stupid ideas might be the purest way to judge them. One of my favorite things is following Mantra, reading his well thought out statements and challenging responses, then discovering tetris porn among his posts. The Internet provides an environment where an uncensored (proven by cephalopod’s unending talk of her undies) self is acceptable. In class, we are expected to be respectable students by society’s standards. Plurk is our freedom from that.

When we experience people’s thoughts sans their bodies, our judgments are more pure, whole, genuine. Over eighty percent of communication is non-verbal. To put things strictly in words is a completely new experience. To be judged only by what you’re saying and have your words stand alone. This makes what is said more powerful and you powerless. Because who we are becomes something that doesn’t matter. Our words a complete other from ourselves.

Plurk allows us to control our other. Of the millions, this may be the closest we come to actually creating an other. Though we post stupid impulsive, ridiculous ideas, this is perhaps the point. That plurk is the other that first comes to mind. The natural us. Our instantaneous reactions thought out for less than thirty seconds. But the natural us is not the true self so that theory can be tossed.

So much of what I do I feel needs explanation. I want to explain my creative endeavor. I want to explain my plurks. But the 140 words is awesome at forbidding this. I feel as if I’m breaking the rules if I post 140 words continuously. Putting my out of my comfort zone makes it exciting to post even a simple thought and makes me realize that they do become reality by my thinking them. Plurk makes the idea that thoughts are creations tangible and enhances the experience and feeling that our thoughts become our other. The way that I think has changed. It has become brief. Then I interpret it. It’s remarkable and wonderful and I think is helping me get closer to thinking without an expected result. A statement spurs a thousand thoughts and I can become my own muse.

The experience of plurk in class is perfect. The interaction of being bodiless and in a group setting simultaneously is bizarre and wonderful. This is the ultimate social setting. To say what you want and have it be taken objectively or to really state an opinion and be heard human to human. It makes it so you can convey almost anything you think in a way that will be interpreted how you want. Human interaction is so binding with mistakes that can be made and miscommunications. The option to be bodiless or human is awesome and makes what is said meaningful. Knowing that the idea could mean a totally different thing if presented in a different way and that the author intentionally chose the best way to communicate. Most of what is said is heard just the way I want and because of that, I feel that I've gotten to know my classmate so much better knowing their plurk selves than ever could be achieved with lame human interaction. 

Creative Endeavor

To do what you ask is impossible

I cannot live just for the sake of it. 

I cannot live in a perpetually ruptured reality. 

It is incomprehensible 

Too simple

Entirely frightening

But it's gonna be beautiful.

I've reccently been curious about the cupcake store phenomenon. Apparently stores are staying afloat in this down economy selling nothing but cupcakes. I've had people rave to me about a cupcake they got at this or that cutsie cupcakery as if it gave birth to a litter of kittens while rescuing jesus from a flaming elevator. I love enthusiasm and was swept up in the excitement. This was until I took the time to eat one. Not to say it wasn't good, but it was just a cupcake. It was most likely the best cupcake of my life, I don't think that means much because, again, it was just a cupcake. I was expecting a little creativity, but no, just cake and frosting. Putting a mini reses cup on top of the peanut butter cupcake is as much as they did. Here's 6 cupcakes I made up right now that actually might get me excited to eat a cupcake:

1. Molten chocolate cupcake with hot gooey chocolate erupting out of every bite.
2. Custard enfused cupcakes. Basically you fill the top 20% of each tin with custard. The result is a dynamic cake which at the bottom is pure cake, at the top is pure custard, and in between is a glorious fusion of deliciousness.
3. Marble cupcakes: swirls are pretty to look at, and nothing is more PC than vanilla and chocolate dancing together in beautiful harmony.
4. Layered frosting. Why not have the peanut butter cupcake have a layer of chocolate frosting and peanut butter frosting. Seriously.
5. Bacon Cupcake. Yes bacon is annoyingly trendy at the moment but even that can't make me disown my favorite food. Any man who's girlfriend drags them to a cupcake shop will tell all their man friends about it. Follow the logic: Word of mouth = money, and bacon goes really well in mouths, therefore Bacon = money.
6. Ice cream injected cupcakes that are kept in the freezer.

So... lets make some dough.

The real money making idea of today is not actually upgrading the cupcake shop, it's a whole new beast: a cookie dough shop. The shop would sell cookie dough, and nothing more. Think about this. First of all i'd like to point out the low overhead cost. Cookie dough is raw, meaning that you would not need to get wrapped up in any of the costs of having a business with an oven. Also, people love cookies, especially warm ones out of the oven. But somehow the effort needed to make such a simple concoction has been deemed too great and tube cookie dough is all the rage. Tube cookie dough is bullshit. It's far inferior to home made and is from a fucking tube that provides no love, no fun conversations of how the cookies were made, and tons of weird preservatives that make it taste terrible. Plus, whenever you're at someone's house with fresh warm cookies there is a natural inclination to complement their recipe, which will lead into a wonderful conversation about the cute amazing new shop downtown. They'll become the hit at all the parties and potlucks. In addition, fun cookie dough treats would be sold to be eaten on the go. Cookie dough in a small cup and chocolate covered cookie dough for starters. Think about being a kid. You didn't make and get excited about cookies for the actual cookies. It was to eat the dough! Adults simply need to be reminded of their love. And they'll get addicted because the dough will bring back memories and feelings of childish glee. Also, cookie dough is so much more fun than cupcakes. Cupcakes are so limiting, like wearing a wool sweater to a dance club, while cookie dough is wild and free with no rules. Just think of all the fun amazing things you could add and all the fun amazing kinds of cookies there are in the world. Chocolate chip cookies alone could be offered in cakey, gooey, and giant for starters. You could rotate a new flavor in every Thursday and have fun seasonal favorites. Halloween could have a base cookie dough that you add your chopped up halloween candy to. Pumpkin for fall. Chocolate with rice krispies for the hell of it. Chocolate raspberry. Design flavors to match people's personalities i.e. the vin diesel cookie: vodka, hard heath, diced red hots (they'll be little explosions in your mouth like the big ones in all of his movies).  The ideas could continue on for a VERY long time. And none of the specials would ever be repeated. After 5 or so years of building a reputation you could package all the secret recipes into the ultimate cookie cook book complete with fun hip photographs beautifying the various stages of the cookie life cycle ending with a smiling child's mouth loaded with cookie crumbs (this is for aesthetic value. I'm assuming people don't want to look at chewed cookie dough).

So there is my ticket to fortune. I'm trusting no one steal it. Honor system. And if you do I want free dough for life. 

Random thoughts accumulated throughout the quarter

If there is artificial intelligence, what makes ours different? What sets our smarts apart from what we teach to computers? Intelligence is what the whole “what sets humans apart from animals” argument is based on. If we give animals artificial intelligence, does that make them equal? How do we know that ours isn’t artificial? Ultimately, it doesn’t matter if intelligence is artificial or “god-given” like ours. Computers are smarter. It’s funny that the origin of something is more important than its product and result.

“knowledge” was used in describing the future. It went from technology advancing at infinite speeds to knowledge increasing at infinite speeds. Knowledge? What can be known will start to change so rapidly that knowledge will only be relevant for a second or our realities will all be so different from one another’s that knowledge won’t exist because so many things will be true at once that there will be nothing to know. This assumes that everything that can be comprehended can or already is created, but doesn’t dreaming about something make it exist to a certain extent?

We may never die. But last night I did think about my mortality. That I will probably die from cancer made me sadder than just the concept of death. Because I fear pain? Because it’s a pre-mature death? I think the concept of not living as long as we could is scary but if fear is induced by the unknown, why is cancer scary at all? I will know exactly what is going on, what part of my body is failing, how long I have to live, and the amount of pain I will have to endure. In association with the other, I feel like it is the most direct interaction we will ever have with becoming the other. The slow death will change who I am and how I think, creating another being. But on plurk, Nanotext said something about us being able to betray our “selves”. I disagree with this. A self is so all-encompassing that everything is included in something that the self would do. Every human is capable of the same things. And to quote I heart Huckabees, “How am I not myself?”

There are a lot of problems in the world. The thing is that the people who are inventing the technology that “is” the future are thinking that their creations will solve the problems. Things like politics will still need to exist in the future as long as our lives are still “real”.  I believe that humans will always desire to commit crimes. Maybe if we become self-sufficient beings, money will become superfluous, eliminating theft and if our lives are entirely in fantasy, we will not need to be punished for killing or stealing.

The following two quotes are from that movie we watched in class about the future and technology.

“the first time we can imagine feeding everyone” we won’t need to! We’re going to become robots. We won’t need to fuck the earth over because our biological needs will be overcome.

“there’s a lot of room for mischief”

I highly doubt that people who are passionate enough about technology to design it that mischief is on their minds. Programmers don’t fuck around. They’re going to either design something to sabotage technology or advance it. Mischief will not be an issue.

Our bodies are not in a natural state. Much like the machines we use on a daily basis, our bodies are a part of what we have altered.

Earring, tattoo, fingernail polish, hair coloring, plucking eyebrows, iud, metal in joints, chemicals, hormones from milk, inhaled pollution, pigment from the sun, contact lenses, anti-depressants, lead, mercury, vitamin supplements that don’t really work, cigarettes. All lead to our ability to change who we are physically in effort to change who we are as people.

It will be incredible in the future to see what things end up in our bodies. Already I can’t list everything unnatural in my body, but this is because I don’t know.

Everyone looks at the world from such a macro view. Close up, all that matters is the moment. But it's hard to understand and draw conclusions from the present. It's interesting how we seemingly know more about life and the future than we do now. Even more than we know the past. 

We will become what created us. In the sense that time processed cells that became us, we are continuing this cycle. Eventually, humans will serve as the creators of life, controlling all species including our own.

Knowledge eludes all reason. Even with proof, something can never be known. Either we are incapable of understanding or the truth does not exist. It seems that there must be, if not truth, some constant in the universe that humans often label as truth. Or is individual perception the definition of the universe?

Shadows are cast almost every moment of our lives. In fact, in every occasion where we are not in absolute darkness, which I assume is rare for most people. But does the presence of shadows make us bigger? It makes sense that  my mass or being is larger when it is effecting more things. If I am solitary, am I less of a person? Is my shadow influencing my size? And if so, would it be my mass that’s affected? Or my essence? Discussing the issue of self, it is seemingly non-existent due to change, which is constant or represented by every action and thought I've ever made. Both are overwhelming. 

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